Inspiration!

I have a friend, a special friend who gives me inspiration to talk everyday. He gives me a talk, even he doesn't like company. He feels the same everyday. Im trying to understand him, mean it. But Im a human and he is beyond me and I wont be able to help him, even if I try every single moment. At least I liked him and he says me a few words. At least, he doesnt hate me.
Im nothing to him. I know. But its my first friend that I know he is not interesting about myself as a friend he just like to be alone... anyway... I will try to support him just with my friendship. I cant do more. Really can't. I would be for him. I would make him happy. But he feels... nothing. Where I am I can't do nothing. Only support. He knows that he has a friend far away that cares about him.
Maybe I am not the correct to help him, he needs another kind of support. Oh, what if he'd try again? He doesn't care, but I do. I would cry If he gets it...

My perfect husband...

You know who could be the perfect husband for me? 

Yes, he could be. Its a shame he's gone.

My favorites songs!

1 Switchfoot-Dare you to move:
I will always fall, but I won't give up. Even there are a lot of people looking at you, waiting for your  mistake. I must stand up, because Im still alive


2. Iris- Goo goo Dolls/ I don't want to miss a thing
That song is just amazing and romantic like i dont ́t wanna miss a thing, another hit!!! :D





3. Grégory Lemarchal-De temps en temps: Pfff... the perfect song. I want a guy exactly like him. 

¿Cómo me siento hoy?

FELIZ como de costumbre

con ganas de GRITAR lo que siento

de SALTAR de la emoción que siento en mi corazón

y de hacer veinte mil cosas al mismo tiempo.

SONREIR todo el día... como siempre.

About People

People is not the same always. We can't change them. Even if we try. They are what they are. Different people, different mind.You will find people that hurt you.....but people you'll die for. 

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Aún no estoy lista

Estaba súper asustada. Un amigo malinterpretó lo que dije. Me sentí abrumada. Se que suelo decir muchas estupideces, pero lo hago en broma. Pensó que de verdad quería casarme con él. Oh Dios mío!... ¿Qué fue lo que hice? Como sea, le expliqué que no me tenía que creer! Yo no se cómo pudo haberlo creído. Estaba algo deprimida ese día y cuando leí lo que escribió... fue la gota que derramó el vaso. Intenté explicarle como pude que no pensaba casarme y mucho menos con él. Es un chico increíble, tierno y sensible. Pero de verdad que esas no eran mis intenciones. Para enamorarme de alguien debo conocerlo muy bien antes de tomar una decisión. Soy joven y torpe. Me casaré cuando sea mayor. Todavía no lo quiero. Quiero disfrutar de mi vida. En cada momento. Siempre. 
Pero, tal vez algún día... 

♥ Take me with you ♥

A beautiful song indeed.

Please forgive me if I seem forward

But I've never been in front of anything like you

Its the last place I ever thought I'd be

When I woke up this morning

Is it true?

And that you're always this breathtaking

And your smart and you're willing

My God this is killing me

Tell me all the things you never said

We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide

I don't have anything

Everything is not for certain

I don't have anything to hide

I don't have anything

Everything is not for certain

You started to see right through me

And I'm loving every minute of it

Its like I'm born again

Every time I breath in so,

If you're curious,

My favorite color's blue

And I like to sing in the shower

If you like, I'll sing to you

Tell me all the things you never said

We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide

I don't have anything

Everything is not for certain

I don't have anything to hide

I don't have anything

Every thing is not for certain

Tell me all of your hopes,

All of your dreams

I want you to take me there (take me there)

Tell me all of your hopes,

all of your dreams

I want to take you there (take you there)

Tell me everything

Every breath, I want you to know I'll be there

Theres just one more thing,

One request

I want you to take me with you

Take me with you

I will never let you down

I will love you now and forever.

To my dear friend. Be happy and strong please.

That day I was terrified at the funeral. I was in shock. My friend was okay, saying me. "Im okay, I knew it since moths ago"  I wrote her a letter telling her my experience.

 June 7th, 2011

Dear friend: 
In this moment the only thing that I can say is sorry. Most of the people say it without feel it actually. I do understand you. Why? Because I was in your situation too. But I was lucky. 2 years ago, my mom started with a lot of pain. We took her to the hospital, to see what was going on. The result wasnt good. She had something in her breast. Cysts. What its that? Well, in that moment I didnt know that. I was in my bedroom during the night, reading. My dad opened the door to talk. Something wasnt okay. We talked about what would happend if my mom didnt survive after the surgery. About moving and change his job to be with my little sister and I. I was suffering but strong. Until today. I will be strong no matters what would happend. I know that they had the "talk" to you because you knew it. My grandma died for cancer too. I know my mom will die for that. Even she's okay right now, she is tired and tired increasingly.  Maybe I was lucky that time, but I can't change the future.They detected that I have the same. I will develop cancer in a few years. I live each day as the last one...Dont cry because Im still alive! Im not affraid because im happy and I love everything I have.  My advice? Be happy. Always. We don't know until when we'll live. Maybe tomorrow its you or even me. Be strong too, because life could be hard for you just for a while or during a period. Strong and happy always.
I wish you all the best, and I will be there for you if you need me

Andrea

Otra vez perdida...

Otra vez perdida... Absorta de tantas preocupaciones que la mantienen lejos de aquí. Pensando sobre qué le pasará si se equivoca y comete un error. Seria. Queriendo enmascarar su dolor y tristeza. Así, callada, piensa que puede ocultar lo que ocurre. Pero sabemos que no es así. Por la falta de dinero se entretiene diciéndose cosas o cambiando el tema constantemente. Quiero estar con ella porque la amo, pero yo también sufro mucho al estar preguntándome qué podría hacer para ayudarla. Nada. Yo no puedo cambiar las cosas. El problema es la otra. Ha cambiado. Se ha vuelto amargada y seca. Le quiere hacer la vida imposible a toda costa. No la aguanta, quiere escapar de ella. Sólo quiere descansar, sólo eso quiere.