June 7th, 2011
Dear friend: In this moment the only thing that I can say is sorry. Most of the people say it without feel it actually. I do understand you. Why? Because I was in your situation too. But I was lucky. 2 years ago, my mom started with a lot of pain. We took her to the hospital, to see what was going on. The result wasnt good. She had something in her breast. Cysts. What its that? Well, in that moment I didnt know that. I was in my bedroom during the night, reading. My dad opened the door to talk. Something wasnt okay. We talked about what would happend if my mom didnt survive after the surgery. About moving and change his job to be with my little sister and I. I was suffering but strong. Until today. I will be strong no matters what would happend. I know that they had the "talk" to you because you knew it. My grandma died for cancer too. I know my mom will die for that. Even she's okay right now, she is tired and tired increasingly. Maybe I was lucky that time, but I can't change the future.They detected that I have the same. I will develop cancer in a few years. I live each day as the last one...Dont cry because Im still alive! Im not affraid because im happy and I love everything I have. My advice? Be happy. Always. We don't know until when we'll live. Maybe tomorrow its you or even me. Be strong too, because life could be hard for you just for a while or during a period. Strong and happy always.
I wish you all the best, and I will be there for you if you need me
Andrea
