I was feeling like the ugly duckling who was alone... until he finds out the truth,
Bad people want to make you feel bad, to have a wrong idea what you really are.
Until today I understand. I have never been stupid, but failures make you think that.
Look at me, 18 years old, smiling and I don't worry anymore what people would think about me, about how do I look for them, about my desires and decitions, about my values.
I am not thin as other girls, but I have lost 8 kg these moths, making exercise, visting a doctor and eating vegetables! A healthty way to change!
I don't have a boyfriend, but someday it will happen because of my heart, because of my soul. I am a good girl, as I have always been. I maybe could be a drammatic because of my feelings. A sensible girl. But I can say that even I have nightmares about the past, I can stand up and carry on with my life. I don't need people who would make me feel bad, who would make fun of me, who would hate me maybe because for girl I am. I can't change myself. I am not mean and I won't ever be a stupid plastic "wanna be" I see everyday. For being beautiful you need more than just a pretty face. No, I don't talk about money. That is useless. You can't buy true friends, a lovely family and best experiences just with that. Your personality is what matters, your heart.
I found that out when I got in college. People was honest, love to study and I was finally accepted and there wasn't bullying anymore. Well... just a stupid ex-classmate I have who believes himself better than God. My best friends are older than me, they help me out to have a new perspective about what I can do. EVERYTHING I WANT. I can be a leader! :D
If something goes bad... you can do something else!. Things happen because for a reason.
Straighten up Andrea! And keep that unbelieable and silly personality you have! UNIQUE, FUNNY, LOYAL AND GOOD HEARTED!! What else do you want for me? ;) Haaa!!
