Hey... IM BEAUTIFUL!

Until today I realized the truth: I was and I have always been beautiful.
I was feeling like the ugly duckling who was alone... until he finds out the truth,
Bad people want to make you feel bad, to have a wrong idea what you really are. 
Until today I understand. I have never been stupid, but failures make you think that. 

Look at me, 18 years old, smiling and I don't worry anymore what people would think about me, about how do I look for them, about my desires and decitions, about my values. 
I am not thin as other girls, but I have lost 8 kg these moths, making exercise, visting a doctor and eating vegetables! A healthty way to change!

I  don't have a boyfriend, but someday it will happen because of my heart, because of my soul. I am a good girl, as I have always been. I maybe could be a drammatic because  of my feelings. A sensible girl. But I can say that even I have nightmares about the past, I can stand up and carry on with my life. I don't need people who would  make me feel bad, who would make fun of me, who would hate me maybe because for girl I am. I can't change myself. I am not mean and I won't ever be a stupid plastic "wanna be" I see everyday. For being beautiful you need more than just a pretty face. No, I don't talk about money. That is useless. You can't buy true friends, a lovely family and best experiences just with that. Your personality is what matters, your heart.

I found that out when I got in college. People was honest, love to study and I was finally accepted and there wasn't bullying anymore. Well... just a stupid ex-classmate I  have who believes himself better than God. My best friends are older than me, they help me out to have a new perspective about what I can do. EVERYTHING I WANT. I can be a leader! :D

 If something goes bad... you can do something else!. Things happen because for a reason. 
Straighten up Andrea! And keep that unbelieable and silly personality you have! UNIQUE, FUNNY, LOYAL AND GOOD HEARTED!! What else do you want for me? ;) Haaa!! 

Forget about the money, beauty and body

How i hate that! Love for money? Money for love? No... ever.

I don't care about that. If I fall in love with a good guy from the street, Im sure I will love him. No kidding. True love is love the soul, not all those things. I remember in my other school there was a super pretty girl. ALL the guys wanted to date her, but guess who got it? A tiny guy who wasn't handsome. But was multimilionaire. When I saw them the first time... I was angry how she treated him. He felt horrible with himself. Only he had was money. And ony she wanted... I was willing to hug him, mean it. She was evil like no idea. I realize money is not the solution of everything, its not happiness. Its true that helps to have it, but money its not hapiness. when I would fall in love because I will. I won't fall in love just with a guy that is hadsome. I won't love him ever. I will just seek respect, love, happiness and someone that cares of me. that's it. Someone I enjoy to be with That brings me up, because some relationships are drama all the time.

Forget about the money, beauty and body all those things dissapear soon or later what it stays its whats worth a good soul that's it. I know that someday I will love someone and I know that I won't care if he is poor, fat and not handsome. Even blind or deaf.

Im a happy girl (most of the time). Im proud to be a good one. Not all the girls think like that, it's great that I see things that others can not. 

Someday, I will get what I want and what a deserve. A good soul.

Trova

¡Qué magnífica es la Trova: la letra y la música me deja sin palabras! Porque son letras que narran historias, belleza pura.
Y como dijo Milanés: "yo pisaré las calles nuevamente de lo que fue Santiago ensagrentada..."
¿Cuándo vamos a volver a escuchar música tan profunda? Hablando de Dios, la guerra, la paz y la soledad de una manera tan increíble... ¿Han escuchado la música de hoy en día? Vacía, sin sentido y con ganas de prostituirse. En efecto, esa es la música que se escucha a diario, eso es lo que hace ganar dinero. Pero como eso es lo que más les interesa a los grandes magnates, pues, ¿Qué más da? Las personas (por lo menos en mi país) son muy conformistas e ignorantes. Pobres sin duda alguna. Pero ¿cómo no? si no tienen educación ni preparación alguna. Las cosas están mal por la violencia. Muy mal.  Tengo miedo de la guerra civil que por la estamos pasando. Los narcos versus otros narcos. A veces quiero salir huyendo de este país. Eso ni lo niego.








A veces pienso que en otro lado estaría mejor. No puedo negar lo que soy: mexicana. Mexicana nací, mexicana moriré. Eso soy quiera o no.